Alot has happend to me in these last few years. Alot around me has changed. I can't seem to figure out how to move with change quite as easily as everyone else envolved. It seems to me that i've lost alot. I sometimes forget that i can't change the past. Then i start thinking would that really work? would i really be happy with different choices, with different outcomes? and i come to realize that i am happy with how things turned out. Everything before seems like a different life to me. The...